i wanna scream....
....STRESSS~~
i never thought that this life could be this TOUGH.....
everyday the only thing i can see is DARKNESS in front of me.
i drive from home to class with my mind full of PROBLEMS
and my chest is so heavy that only SIGHS i breathe.
~FAMILY~~
....lies...cheats....breaking up....
wat more words i can say...
i'm not sure wat's really going on...but i'm sure we aare not happy....
who's dat bitch trying to break my parent into parts...
whoever she is..I HATE HER!!!
i HATE my dad...
how HARD it is for my mom to take this all...
mom...please...give it a rest...
we gonna through this together....
i wish things now are like wat they USED to be...
even our home is BREAKING into pieces....
i got NO place to go.....
only prayers i can say...
to God the One i can lean on...
Wednesday, September 28, 2011 | | 1 Comments
tomorrow never die~~~
it's been months!!! so make d story short, i'm going to write 10 things to summarize all the things i wanna write since eternity...
1. Tomorrow i got a big day..end of posting EXAM for Combined Specialties Posting (comprise of Anaethesiology, ENT n Ophthalmology). I work n study my all till my pupil become fixed n dilated.
2. Last posting (Psychiatric) was wonderful. Everything's OK.
3. It's harder for me to LOSE weight now...!!
4. I really hope this ringing sound in my ear is NOT tinnitus.
5. It's almost confirmed that I'll be doing my elective posting next year in Kuantan, PAHANG.
6. I had dis sms conversation with Mars and HE IS TOTALLY OUT OF MY LIFE NOW!!! GOODBYE MR.MARS...i'm open for new applicants n i'm gonna find a new one....
7. For me.. it's ok to be FANATIC over something as long as you don't forget that you are not living alone in this world.
8. I wanna be a BETTER PERSON to everyone around me.
9. I wanna APOLOGIZE TO MY MOM for everything i've done wrong.
10. I like knitting, crochet, handicraft, blogging, piano, guitar,...but i SUCKZZ!!! especially in piano!!!
ok...i wanna write again later..after i make sure i pass tomorrows exam!!
so long...bye...nite2..
~rose~
Wednesday, September 14, 2011 | | 0 Comments
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