TIME GOES BY TOO FAST....
i blink..then open my eyes again..then blink again..then close again..n then i realized today is Thursday.!! AArrggghhhh~~~ that mean tonight is my last night here in my home-sweet-home in pinawantai, kudat. ooo no~! i can't take this..i wish there will be more cuti..but what can i do..this is what so-called a "sacrifice"..this is some of the thing that have to be given up for my better future..(i hope so..amen). i've been doing this for 2 years++ od and so..by now i should be used to this. But..u know..families are families..they are people that i love so much..so by any mean it still so hard to live far from them. i suddenly remember my friend who are farther..so much farther from their family than me..i guess they bear a lot more hardships emotionally than i do..i should at least be thankful that me and my family are still on the same land...land below the wind...hihi~...
Guardian angel: Don't worry Rose..we still have each other. u&me..me&u~~
Rose: What?? Who are u? Do I know u? Do we know each other?
Guardian angel: I'm ur guardian angel...u r the one u created long time ago...how come u forgot about me!!!
Rose: oow..did i....created u?? ok anyway..these are some msg for my friends..
my dear friends...(who are far from their families)...
don't worry..we all still on the same planet..the earth..with what the world has become of now...the universe is like on our fingertip. we can always get in touch with them and to be forgotten...everyone can fly...like what airasia's convincing statement....
hm..as today was my second last day here in north of sabah...i went to pekan kudat today with my little sister..hm..nothing much..just wandering around "checking" any changes happen in kudat..and based on my observation..Nothing had changed! thing are still the same.. oww...actually got one..KFC in kudat had been upgraded od...the place move to other site od..now it beside the Love Kun shop..dat site used to be a small accessory shop which also sold waffles n on the other side there was a counter for paying electric bills.. .n some more d restaurant now is double-storeyed.....huhu..i guess it's really surprising.. -_-"....
we actually planning to "see" the library...(to see only ya~~) but it was still closed for raya season...because my sister haven't been there so i was planning to go there la..but so disappointed..this is "this country" i guess...always fair n square...is it really.?? i guess this year I don't even have chance to go home during Christmas...it'll be on Saturday actually..but my Friday and the next Monday will be school day.. never mind...God is there in every place on this world..no matter where on earth, God makes our heart close to each other.
ok...back to the story...we spent only few hours in Kudat before heading back home...some early-lunch in Pasar Gantung there..ate mee sup campur with kitchai ping..(it's cheap here)..bought 3 t-shirts of same kind..only the colours are different...then stop by in Sikuati..buy some veggies and here i meet some of our 4th year seniors who are currently posted in Kudat Hospital..i don'k know their names..i know only Bakri n he said...district posting is great..Kudat is great..yeah it is..
hm...we arrived at home in the afternoon...n in the morning before i happened to know that nurul also going to Kudat today..but unluckily i can't meet her..mianhae, nurul....
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| jln2 cari makan in Pasar Gantung |
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| my youngest sister... |
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| oh ya...last 13th Sept was my 3rd sister's 17th bithday..Happy Birthday Miming~ |
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| her cake...simple but so yummy...i love it... |
tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow....
i said it od..i'm heading to KK tomorrow..perhaps after lunch..then meet my friends in 1B..we'll be karaoke-ing n all d things we can't do in Sandakan...we'll enjoy ourselves later....but still...my heart is aching bcos i'll be leaving home...oww Rose..don't be sad..don't cry...
today again....
16th September....is Malaysia Day..thank God for this peaceful country...may this will be forever and may 1Malaysia will not be only a meaningless word...
the Malaysia Day Celebration has just ended...well..the live broadcast by TV1 i mean...I didn't go there..kat TV kan ada jg~~
Happy Malaysia Day everyone......
alright....
i won't pack my stuffs tonight.....
but i'll make a promise here..i'll do my best in my study..i'll do this for my mom especially n to my family and most importantly to myself..and to my Lord God...
O&G posting will be hard n challenging..but i'll deal with it with an open heart and mind...i'll have a better control of myself, of my emotion and mind...
that's my vow..
that's for now but i'm not sure when i'll have chance to write again...but i'll try...i also want to share my story with you guys my friend who are far from me...
p/s:
to vell....do Ner has blog?? if no..ask her to make one....
love & respect,
~rose~
it's been a long time.......
it has been a long time...since d last post i posted...guess it's about 2 months od. Had been busy with study..this and that...bla bla bla~~ well....bad thing about me is that i cant study at all once i were in front of d laptop...too many distractions from d net n dis laptop i'm using itself. hahaha..lol...i got too many things inside here..too many korean guys waiting for me to watch their shows..movies..n sumore..
Surgery Junior Posting......
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| d very first time in OT |
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| rumate @ coursemate; nurul |
oowww.......SJP is over????!!! huuhh? feels like i dun even know if i had breathed...time goes so fast, faster that the blink of the eyes.. without really thinking thing just come and pass just like that.
i'm thinking..maybe there's sumting special i missed on my way to right now. something i dont even know its existence. even so..SJP was so exciting!!! i enjoyed myself so much. i wish it would be longer bcos...i haven't got the feel of thing posting....still got many to learn...many to explore..but yaa~~ learning is a lifelong process and i will continue learning with time as long as there's for me..i'm hoping for more, i still don't know what kind of human being i'm going to be. Next posting will be O&G- obstetric&gynaecology...for another two months. this time i hope i can open my eyes for more experiences..more things to learn. And still...there in Sandakan....d hospital in here for me personally is much much much better than HQE...more space to learn..d staffs n people here are more generous than any...i feel blessed here...dis is God's gift for me (n us all) after a hectic n not-so-enjoyable ICMP posting in HQE...really really n really....i really learn more in here than there...now i'm considering doing my housemanship in here...hehehehe...but dono yet....
What Happened In Time...
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| studying?? hmm~~ |
nothing much...just living like human...human? ooww..human..ya human human....nothing is predictable...i cant even predict myself, my feeling, what i'm going to do, what i'm thinking...i realize that i don't even know who am i anymore..i cant even control myself when i get stressed out or when i was irritated. ohh howy...wat i'm going to do...??..no need to mention wat happened... wish i were never get angry n never let people hurt because of me... wat can i say to them? I'm sorry my friends....I was wrong n i shouldn't act like crazy..i'm trying to understand myself more so dat i have a better control of myself.
OK....
thank God once again...after 4 weeks..i found a place called God's house in Sandakan...maybe i could found it earlier just that i didn't take the chance. I spend my Sunday morning in SIB church in Bandar Sdkn..ppl there are very nice n generous..very welcoming... Well..i was so thankful when i first went there...tears were falling from my eyes n my heart was so light n i could feel the air rushing through nose n my lungs...oohhh...it's like.."ow..it's been a long time since i last see you"...PRAISE THE LORD...THE GREATEST OF ALL....
yup...
dat's all for the updates....
till next time...so long~~~
love n respect...
~rose~
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