the no.1 most important issue for me is that i hope the weekend we spent together was never a regret! bcos it's never a regret for me! it may not be perfect, not a good timing, we spent tons of money..well it seems like he spent more than me..tense and unpleasant goodbye.. but still i never regret it! of course there's guilty feeling that i have inside. Guilts--& for causing him spend so much money for this weekend, for making him so pissed off on me the end of the day, for me not being able to have self control..