Yet to figure out...? Hmm..d answers slowly revealed. In short..i'm just stupid.! Thought it was different. No! Just a typical lie. No more different than the pasts. In the end I broke my own heart. Putting a hope on hopeless stuffs. I made a mistake..mistake than will ruin my life forever. No...I feel kesian for myself..why i have to go through all these lies? Huh~~nothing will change..so let it pass..move forward. Be responsible for my own mistakes...be responsible for my own heart since no one care about it. Hmm...for a moment i thought it was different...no..just a lie..