Getting married...? getting confused.. @_@
Saw my old friend wedding photos in fb few days ago. She got married to her childhood friend aka boyfriend..they r like the longest sturdiest couple..most faithful to each other. I'm so jealous..i wanna marry my childhood boyfriend oso...huhu...well.. I had the 'chance' actually..but thing were not mean to be..so melepas. Hahaha...but why everyone is getting married?! I'm still busy making money here..
Still like living in the past...
Hmm..arranged marriage. I don't think it only happen among Asian. Is it? Omputeh pun ada arranged marriage ka? Maybe before..long time ago. But the "civilized" earlier than us. Here the tradition of parents or elderly arranging marriage for their sons and daughters is still pretty much happening. Apa lagi kalau dalam kaum Rungus/Momogun. Nda lari la tu benda2 mcm ni. Bagus ka tidak entahlah. My mom and inai crita byk jg yg bahagia..tp ada jg yg tidak. Hmm..if I happen to be like one..hmm..err..@_@.. which already about to happen..like several times. Hahaha..kalau lah dorang mama sy nda pikir mau kasi skolah sy..bercucu cicit sudah dorg sekarang. Cheh~~..ko pikir..buruk2 pn sy ni ada jg org dtg melamar..merisik..meminang segala..and it was since i was 17!! Lol..tp sebenarnya...mama bilang nda buleh ckp2 tambirang benda mcm ni..nnt last2 forever alone..hahaha.. Tp bah..mau share2 cerita ja bah..since byk org main kawin2..kwn2 sy smua lg tu. Sy mw crita jg benda2 yg sama waktu dengannya. Anyway, usahlah mmbuka pekung di dada..biarlah rahsia..LOL.
hidup lebih bahagia ka?
macam tu juga..teda perubahan sangat sejak dilanda ribut taufan. Bah at least ada jg pengubat kesedihan kunun. Mau jg main sedih2..buang masa o sy d last 2 months..macam buduh2. Ni mau habis sudah posting Paeds..kena exam either dis week or next week..huhu..berusaha la Rose!!!! Jangan kena kicked out..buktikan yg kw boleh jd dokutul yg baik! yezz!! semangat tu penting! Jangan sebab manusia2 yang teda manner kacau hidup ko trus ko jatuh! Kena kuatkan semangat!! Jiayou! rasa berbelah bagi...
ada ni bah si kawan...kenal sudah dekat 7 tahun. Sy crush sama dia 2013 April kalu nda silap. Pastu lama x contact..tiba2 contact2 n last week terjumpa pula si kawan ni. @_@..panas muka sy..mgkn jadi merah trus..jantung sy mcm mw terkeluar sudah... LoL..baru 1 minit bcakap trus rasa mw lari..n memang sy lari trus kasi tinggal dia terpinga2 disitu. Hahaha...n later jd mcm pelik pula..caring... dat's scary..
huh~ Tuhan...pa patut sy buat? X mau buat silap lg ni kali. Sy harap pa yg akan berlaku lepas ni biarlah tu smua seperti apa yg Tuhan kehendaki..dan bukan kehendak sy sendiri.
Btw, menurut perkiraan sy..i think he's quite a nice guy...dan yg paling penting sy rasa dia membawa sy lebih dekat sama Tuhan...slalu mengingatkan utk bersyukur dan ingat sama Almighty..which make me so...terpanggil utk kembali ke "cinta yg semula"..macam topic preacher d church tu hari..syukur..
Tp... biasalah..smua org pun ada kelemahan..biasa la bah org chingchong..kedekss sikit bilang c edy..lol. Sy x kenal lg betul lah..cuma mcm nampak gayanya mcm tu lah.. Hmm..actually..sy agak allergic sama org kedekut ni. Sy rasa teda apa yg kekal di dunia ini..mgkin ko bleh kumpul harta sebanyak mana pn..tp in d end x bleh bawa mati jg. So selagi kita ada sesuatu, apa lg kalu berkebihan..kenapa mesti jadi "conservative"..?
Tp... biasalah..smua org pun ada kelemahan..biasa la bah org chingchong..kedekss sikit bilang c edy..lol. Sy x kenal lg betul lah..cuma mcm nampak gayanya mcm tu lah.. Hmm..actually..sy agak allergic sama org kedekut ni. Sy rasa teda apa yg kekal di dunia ini..mgkin ko bleh kumpul harta sebanyak mana pn..tp in d end x bleh bawa mati jg. So selagi kita ada sesuatu, apa lg kalu berkebihan..kenapa mesti jadi "conservative"..?
tp sebernarnya bukan tu yg buat sy rasa berbelah bagi...tp..hmm...ada lah tu. Yg penting bilang org...
no.1: kalu mw start relationship sma org..biar mula dgn ikhlas, dan jujur..jgn hanya sebab kecewa sama org lain trus nda sabar mw start relationship baru. Nah...penah jg sy terbuat ni dlu2. Jadi kalu suda tua2 begini buatlah mcm org dewasa.
no.2: carilah org yg bawa kmu lebih dekat dengan Tuhan...syukur Tuhan ada kawan macam ni. So..jangan lepaskan peluang..hahaha. Hmm..satu hal yang paling sy kesali was...ajushi-ajumma dulu nda pernah lah saling membawa dekat sama Tuhan. Pernah ja sy terfikir tp x pernah buat..malah lagi jauh dr Tuhan ada lah. Haiz..doa makan sma2 pun x pernah..sedih betul..
no.3: tiada hasad dengki sama sesiapa pun... Pa lg sama past relationship. ni lah masalah sy sekarang..macam sy berdendam ja sma c ajushi..selagi sy masih d kedudukan skrg, d paeds ni..macam dendam x habis2. Adoi..sendiri cari penyakit bah sy ni.. maafkan sy ajushi..mmg sengaja tu kasi sakit hati.. Tp mcm tu la saja cara sy utk rasa lebih tenang. thinking dat the more he hates me the better it is. kalu boleh sy mw jadi kwn yg bleh cakap mcm biasa..tp trus muka gf dia muncul di kepala sy..trus sy rasa bersalah betul sma dia.. adui..buduh punya otak...
oklah... serahkan pada Tuhan.. biar rencana Tuhan yang terjadi. Sy mahu berdoa supaya tiada lg hasad dendam sama tu org. Sama kasi lupa lah dia..sy tw juga kw sayang betul sama dia Rose..tp kasi lupa lah. Kalu dia bleh kasi lupa ko, knpa ko x bleh..?? bukan ni ka yg ko mahu tjadi..? YA! ni yg sy mahu dlu.
*random thoughts lagi..
k..till then... pray the best for my future..under God's guidance..
cukuplah diari untuk kali ini....merapuh ja keja..
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