hmm...i'm getting bored of myself really. I wish I could be like dat person who able to throw away and forget everything that once matter in just a snap of his finger. Pooof~ just like that..gone. But it's harder that i thought. Screw it! Damn.. All that plays in my mind now was that moment when he pretended he got nose bleed after i not purposely (i swear..it's was a reflex..) punched his nose..and later he made that beautiful face of his fooling me around. I swear to God..that face...looked so HAPPY..i wonder if he felt that happy too.. I was so thankful that moment for me to have the chance to see that BEAUTIFUL happy face of his... I want to see them again my good Lord...i want to...