Holiday Part 2.. I quit my job!
I quit my job!
Not quite yet..and probably won't happen. As usual this shitty posting where it full of bitchy witchy people (but not all) is of course the worst posting ever..and in KK especially, probably the worst in whole Malaysia. "Great" changes happened recently. The MOs in-charge in HO are the two of the worst people u can ever get in this posting. Tak lain dan tak bukan..dr.shit. I don't understand kenapa bah dia tu suka betul menyibuk pasal houseman...yang sudah terlebih aa. Macam houseman smua ni budak2 skola rendah yang kena kontrol guna cara paling childish skali. I totally can't agree with someone like that. It's not that I don't respect him but he's most of the time since forever..always over-the-top on everything. Last meeting with him he said, he is so proud because he made two housemen quit their job! What are you so proud of for things like that.? How can a human be so rude and still dare to ask people to be humble like him? Ever since I know him I never saw any kind of humbleness from him. Never! Haiz.. lama lagi sy dlm ni department.. entah apa lgdrama yang sempat sy saksikan disni. Talking about job.. ya. I got extended again. Likas is so not my place. I don't have luck in this place and I will never ever want to work here again after this posting. Meaning..I won't work in Paeds or O+G dept..NEVER! Kalaulah terrr...buang ke department ni..palis-palis... I nak nangis air mata darah sampai hypovolaemic shock! Tidak mau!!! Rela pergi district nun jauh dipelusuk dunia daripada masuk these 2 departments.
OK.. enough about that shitty place. It has been always like that and will always remain like that. Now I need to think more about how to go from here..after housemanship..where should I go?? I can't think or decide..bingung kepala I. Kata hati..I want to stay in KK..QEH..into any department..Surgical or Medical maybe.. or any subspecialties yang kurang busy..bleh enjoy slow life. Haiz..or should I go to District Hospital or Klinik Kesihatan? Mau juga sy merasa keja di district or rural area. Work in a smaller community..everyone knows each other. Must be nice..and slow..everything is slow..not much high speed internet...bad roads..kena naik sampan ka..naik 4x4 baru bleh sampai.. Hmm..sound adventurous! But I'm not sure if I can't be up to that standard. Sejak sekian lama tinggal di KK, scared if I will become like those "city girl"..which I think I am towards that side...huhu.. Rose..kembalilah ke pangkal jalan! Yes! I am a kampung girl..I like kampung2 lifestyle.. and I won't turn into those "city girl"...hopefully.. Lol..mcm tidak yakin ja..hahaha..
Seriously! I need to push myself to think about this and decide. Fuhh~ ok. All this while I was always occupied with busy..busy..and busy-ness. But I still need to think!.. Urrmm...can I just be a housewife? Tapi bergaji doktor.. Hahhaha..I wish~~... Ow..another choice! Nak sangat keja goyang kaki kan..nah..pg try Psychiatry or keja sama JKNS..keja admin! Like what most of my friends here want to do. Honestly..memang ok bah. Tapi..entahlah..I don't feel too excited about that. Each time they said about that, I don't feel any "sparks". I think I want to pursue more in clinical field. Nak rawat orang kunun..direct service. Nak jadi specialist ker...consultant ker. Harap2 lah..amen! So the next step..tu lah..kena decide..mau ambil mana2 MRCP ker..MRCS ker.. Or ada org suggest..if u are not sure what to do, apply ja Master. Haiz..masa depan~~susah..susah.. Tuhan ja yang tahu.. and of course that u-know-who-sm guy..yang memang always say "no future" dengan yakinnya. Haiz..memang tidak bleh lupa sampai bila2. Anyway, the only things that we can do is to continue on the hard work..never give up..and just keep up moving forward! Walaupun ada orang cakap teda masa depan..peduli lah! I'm not that pessimistic.. I can't give up until the end!
Bah! Kena betul-betul berfikir ni. Pasal masa depan ni..jangan main2 Dr. Rosa! Fikir and decide bagus2. Ok?! Ok~ sudah.. mari crita lain2 pulak...banyak sangat parts ni mw tulis. Ni lah hobi ku..don't try to judge me! I'm just doing what I like.. Ok..cuti sudah mw habis. Cepat ja habis 3 hari ni..haiz..bisuk keja lg..dah lah keja di HDW, (high dependency ward). It's not that I don't like very sick people..but the not-good part is I need to present cases during the Morning assembly. Nothing serious...just like in front of the whole department..eewww! Malasnya!
OK.. enough about that shitty place. It has been always like that and will always remain like that. Now I need to think more about how to go from here..after housemanship..where should I go?? I can't think or decide..bingung kepala I. Kata hati..I want to stay in KK..QEH..into any department..Surgical or Medical maybe.. or any subspecialties yang kurang busy..bleh enjoy slow life. Haiz..or should I go to District Hospital or Klinik Kesihatan? Mau juga sy merasa keja di district or rural area. Work in a smaller community..everyone knows each other. Must be nice..and slow..everything is slow..not much high speed internet...bad roads..kena naik sampan ka..naik 4x4 baru bleh sampai.. Hmm..sound adventurous! But I'm not sure if I can't be up to that standard. Sejak sekian lama tinggal di KK, scared if I will become like those "city girl"..which I think I am towards that side...huhu.. Rose..kembalilah ke pangkal jalan! Yes! I am a kampung girl..I like kampung2 lifestyle.. and I won't turn into those "city girl"...hopefully.. Lol..mcm tidak yakin ja..hahaha..
Seriously! I need to push myself to think about this and decide. Fuhh~ ok. All this while I was always occupied with busy..busy..and busy-ness. But I still need to think!.. Urrmm...can I just be a housewife? Tapi bergaji doktor.. Hahhaha..I wish~~... Ow..another choice! Nak sangat keja goyang kaki kan..nah..pg try Psychiatry or keja sama JKNS..keja admin! Like what most of my friends here want to do. Honestly..memang ok bah. Tapi..entahlah..I don't feel too excited about that. Each time they said about that, I don't feel any "sparks". I think I want to pursue more in clinical field. Nak rawat orang kunun..direct service. Nak jadi specialist ker...consultant ker. Harap2 lah..amen! So the next step..tu lah..kena decide..mau ambil mana2 MRCP ker..MRCS ker.. Or ada org suggest..if u are not sure what to do, apply ja Master. Haiz..masa depan~~susah..susah.. Tuhan ja yang tahu.. and of course that u-know-who-sm guy..yang memang always say "no future" dengan yakinnya. Haiz..memang tidak bleh lupa sampai bila2. Anyway, the only things that we can do is to continue on the hard work..never give up..and just keep up moving forward! Walaupun ada orang cakap teda masa depan..peduli lah! I'm not that pessimistic.. I can't give up until the end!
Bah! Kena betul-betul berfikir ni. Pasal masa depan ni..jangan main2 Dr. Rosa! Fikir and decide bagus2. Ok?! Ok~ sudah.. mari crita lain2 pulak...banyak sangat parts ni mw tulis. Ni lah hobi ku..don't try to judge me! I'm just doing what I like.. Ok..cuti sudah mw habis. Cepat ja habis 3 hari ni..haiz..bisuk keja lg..dah lah keja di HDW, (high dependency ward). It's not that I don't like very sick people..but the not-good part is I need to present cases during the Morning assembly. Nothing serious...just like in front of the whole department..eewww! Malasnya!
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| Beringgis Resort and Spa |
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| what was once a lunch.. |
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| horse riding at the beach..bestnyer kalu dapat naik..tunggang kuda I mean.. |
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| haze~~ can't see the sun..so unpretty.. |
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